In a rough time I once asked myself 

"Can I have my normal life back?" 

but then realized I already own that. 

Life is like a wheel.

What’s interesting from human interelation is the way we treat or think about the others had magnificent effects on how we perceive the others’ attitude on us. Therefore I rejected the notion “my attitude is based on the way you treat me.” Basically, it’s always been about our tricky mind. 

Urban Dictionary Quiz

taken from Dhanisa
Rules:
—- Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
—- Post the definition it gives you (choose the most interesting one).

1. Your name? Yulia
"Yulia is generally the name of a Russian girl, who wins the heart of every person that she meets. She is strong, patient, and strong willed. She demands your utmost attention. She is loved! She is cherished! Yulia is incredibly intelligent and can accomplish anything that she sets her mind too."

Girl 1: “ Wow, did you meet that girl thats organizing her own sorority?”
Girl 2: “ Ya! I thought she was great, I think she's Yulia.”

2. Your age? seventeen
"Seventeen is the last year before college, the last year before you can vote, the last year you are dependent on your parents—it is a bridge between childhood and adulthood. Seventeen is not considered as monumental as sixteen, but somehow 17 sounds so much older than 16. Sixteen is carefree teenager enjoying life while they still can, but at seventeen some sort of responsibility is expected. "

3. One of your friends? alfi
"alfi is the word to describe a desperate houswife."
my wife is alfi today...
(it wasn't my intention ya din ;p)

4. What should you be doing? doing homework
"what to tell your parents you are doing when you are jerking off"

5. Favorite color? please
"the magic word"

6. Birthplace? Jakarta
“Besides as the largest city in the world, Jakarta is the capital of art and culture, best food, nice people, gorgeous girls, great parties and rave, great Jazz fest, and every happenings that happening is here, Jakarta..
Singapore is so small, KL is boring, lets head to Jakarta!”

7. Month of your birth? July
"The month where the most amazing girls are born. These girls are hot, sexy, and incredibly irresistible. Not only do they have an appealing body but they are intelligent as well. Every girl wants to be born in July."

"Man, that girl is super sexy. Her birthday must be in July."
"My girlfriend was so irresistible yesterday. I couldn't keep my hands off her. She really is a July girl."


BlahBlahBlah :B

Parampaa

Ayo ayo di kelik di kelik link ini, siapa berani nguji mental. siapa ingin mecoba frustasi [CLICK ME!] kalo yang sekarang lagi di warnet takut billing warnetnya jalan terus tapi lo masih penasaran[FOR DOWNLOADABLE VERSION HERE] :P

kalo yang udah main.... gue tau perasaan kalian jadi kalo mau berkeluh kesah silahkan ke pembuatnya : @masova. keluhlah as much as you want!!

For My Super D :_[

"bokap lo ngejaga lo banget ya" -tiwi

thanks wi karena komentar lo setelah gue cerita ke temen2 pas gue dimarahin bokap karena pulang jam 7 malem.. (jam 7 malem coba untuk seukuran anak jaman sekarang itu masih sore kali ya-__-) gue jadi sadar atas omelan bertubi2 bokap di telpon kalo anak perawannya lewat magrib masih blm pulang. kadang gue ngerasa cupu, ga pernah bisa dateng ke undangan temen entah jalan atau bday partynya ya yang sampe lewat magrib pastinya. berkat aturan bokap gue yang masalah waktu udah bikin efek di diri gue kalo udah jam 5 sore gue belum jalan pulang aja perut rasanya nyeri takut gitu, pikiran udah gabisa tenang. padahal bokap marah2nya di telpon doang giliran gue udah dirumah diem aja. gue juga pernah baca artikel di kaskus yang masalah bokap ke anak perempuannya, gue "nge-jleb" pas bagian kenapa kebanyakan ayah gangebolehin anak perempuannya pacaran.. karena mereka cemburu.. terharu ga sih apa gue yg lebay. cemburu disini gue tau bukan cemburu kaya pacaran. hal2 tsb bikin gue lebih menghargai bokap gue. walaupun sekarang gue lagi ngambek sama dia :___(

History, I Love You todemek! X.X

Hello! Cuma mau ngepost pengalaman tengah malam gue bersama sejarah kemarin ;P

Tugasnya cuma segini sebenarnya:

Jawabannya itu lhoo..

Namun ditengah pergulatan dengan tinta saya memutuskan untuk..

ehehe namanya juga cewe.. xP

;B

Sally's Spa

Game keluaran vendor GameHouse ini mengenai challenge untuk menjadi pengusaha spa. Sally yang lebih dulu terkenal dengan Sally's Salon sedang berlibur di Laguna Beach.

Setelah melihat sebuah villa yang dulunya menjadi spa lokal di daerah tersebut kemudian memutuskan untuk membuka kembali spa yang hilang~

Game bertema "Time Management" ini sebenarnya mirip sekali peraturan-peraturannya dengan Dinner Dash, Wedding Dash, ataupun Burger Shop. User diharapkan mampu mencapai target penghasilan atau lebih untuk mencapai level/cabang berikutnya. Tentu saja tidak mudah karena bermacam-macam hambatan seperti jam buka yang terbatas, tingkat kesabaran para customer ataupun jumlah tips yang akan diberi.

Sally disini pada awalnya berperan sebagai pemilik sekaligus pegawai spa miliknya, namun jika telah memiliki cukup uang, user bisa mempekerjakan pegawai lain, seperti petugas sauna, massager dsb. Level peralatan yang digunakkan juga bisa ditingkatkan untuk mempercepat pelayanan spa.

Pada Level pertama berlokasi di Azure Coast, Laguna Beach.

Level terakhir bertempat di Paradise Spa, Fiji Island

Tapi diantara 10 kota tempat Sally membuka cabang, gue prefer di Azure Coast. Tempatnya "punya sinar" gimanaya.

Kedua gue suka selagi Sally di Jepang. Tempatnya dihiasi kelopak bunga sakura tertiup angin, jadi berasa adeeem - -.

Gamenya walaupun bikin panik sendiri atau kerepotan tetep naaaaaagih. Di penjelasan tipe-tipe customernya nginspirasi gue untuk bikin One Day Spa dirumah untuk nyokap, mana sebentar lagi hari ibu!

Love You Mot her

Your radiant smile, shines all over surround youuuuu <3

Pas penutup game ini pas gue mau exit gue ketawa liat closing tab nya

Yang bikin lucu, Sallynya bilang: "We were just getting started! Are you sure want to quit?" sambil nangis Sallynya HAHA awalnya gue bingung apa bener gue dianggep sama Sally baru sebentar main? (menurut gue lama tp mungkin dianggep Sally sebentar -____-) eh ternyata ternyata, emang begitu closing tabnya. Di Sally's Salon juga gitu ngek - -

Okay, just wanna share that
Try it guys ;B

PS: The Game is naagiih - -

Is it?

Whoops!



Kemaren gue ikut kuis kuis (jelas apa gajelas) di efbe judulnya "What Psychiatric Disorder do you have?" And the result is...

hem, saya berpikir seperti itu juga mungkin. Karena sekarang saya sedang merasa bete sebete bete bete nyaaa plus sedang bernegatif thinking ria, padahal sebelumnya datar dan senang.......

Gue juga ikutan "Which keroro character are you?" hasilnya adalah :

Tamama desu!
"Aku berkepribadian ganda!" ahaha

Pokonya isinya itu menyebutkan, TAMAMA prajurit keron memiliki kepribadian ganda -_- a.k.a Bi-Polar ohcrapshit.

(gue lagi bete)

New 7 Wonders

VOTE for KOMODO NATIONAL PARK (INDONESIA) !
yeah

Grab it back!
Won't lost our chance

Click judulnya hahaha

The Cigarette and Mosquit

One night in the big hall. A man as the speaker who was recently graduated from a famous university, stood up, and signaled the audience to be quite.

"Ladies and gentlement," he started to address the audience
"I got many reports from some citizens that the health of them had been getting very bad. I thought that it was time for us to change our way of life so that we could live healthily and happily."

Then, he showed the photo on his right hand which had a picture of healthy people eating fish and unhealthy people eating cakes and candies on his left hand.

"Well, ladies and gentlement," he said victoriously.
"If we eat too much chocolate and cake, our health will be bad because we have too much sugar in our body. If we eat too much candy, our teeth will be in trouble."

Fastly with exaggerated movement, he took a large jar from his briefcase and put it on the table. Inside the jar were flies and mosquitos flying around. Now, the audience was quite silent. With even more exaggeration, he took a cigarette, light it and puffed the smoke into the jar. The jar now was full of cigarette smoke and the audience still could see the flies and mosquitos. For a half minute, flies and mosquitos were still flying in the jar. But after that, one by one they fell to the bottom of the jar, d-e-a-d.

"So, what does this prove to us, Ladies and Gentlement?" said he excitedly. But, before he could continue to answer his own questions, a voice from the back of the hall said loudly: "If we smoke, we'll kill flies and mosquitos or its variants! If we smoke, we don't have to buy mosquito coils! If we smoke, we don't have to worry about flies and mosquitos. If we smoke, we won't be troubled by flies mosquitos etc."

(What they've think? Smart fully enough? hahaha. Could you find the right answer? Try!)
See ya, :B

Noone's Gonna Come

Noone's Gonna Come by

Sondre Lerche

Down in the valley you´re close to the sun
but we´re heading closer as close as can come
so you said `you have to put some truth into your words´

Down in the valley, inside your mansion
you won´t have to speak to express what you feel
but I said; `you know how it feels but not what to do´

It doesn´t make sense how you can leave the ground
and enter the sky and stay there too

Down in the valley: a myriad of fools
and sometimes they invite you to do what you do,
and these fools share my opinion that flying is crazy too

Down in the valley a choice has been made
a new reputation, it sleeps in your bed
like you said: it never was better than how it was

I know what to say when things fall apart
Now that they grow I´m talking in the dark

You can just call
I will pretend not to care
You´ll pretend all
and I´ll pretend you called

But no one´s gonna come
tell you how it´s done
tell you how it feels
`till you come down
It doesn´t work by itself
How come?

Comments: I´ll pretend not to care (yea haha, padahal...)

Teguran (mungkin?)

"Confessions Of A Broken Heart"
by LINDSAY LOHAN

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go
Why’d you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you,
I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart

Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..

Songs mean: Anak perempuan yang ditinggal bokapnya, mungkin orang tuanya divorced. Jangan sampe gua kaya gitu. Awlnya guekira ini lagu tentang orang broken heart sama cowo/cewe. Tertnyata sama keluarganya ohmy sedih sekali. Hem sepertinya kejadian yang tidak disangka ini biar jadi pelajaran buat gue. Selama ini kan gue tipe anak disobey hehe. Gue ga boleh kaya gitu lagi.

Monolog: Enggak mau senasib sama lagunya Lindsay kan? Segeralah meminta maaf pada orang tua mu! Jadi inget postingan gue yang : That's What I get part 1, sama Am I Just A Mess? Yes.

Uh, Ayah maafkanlah. Aku ingin meminta maaf, walau hanya dalam mimpiii (dalam kenyataan juga)

Top 3 Footballer (maybe?)

Name : Robin van Persie

Birthday : August, 6th 1983
Club : Feijenoord Rotterdam, Arsenal FC (Present)
Player's Number : 11
Position : Striker
Nations : Dutch
(My Favorite!)
................................................................

Name : Rio P.

Birthday : January, 4th 1994
Club : AS-IOP, Villa 2000 (Present)
Player's Number : 9
Position : Striker
Nations : Indonesian
Career : U-13(Festival on Sabah), U-14 (Festival on Bangkok and Tokyo),
(ini Ce- esan dari smp haha)
..........................................

Name : Reffa Arvindo B. Money
Birthday : January, 21st 1992
Player's Number : between 5 or 2
Position : Back/Defender
Nations : Indonesian
Career : SAD U-17(Uruguay) as Captain
(Sekampung sama gue haha -_-, kenalan)

Siapa yang salah? Ya tukang nasi goreng -_- z z

Kenapa tukang nasi goreng? Soalnya nasi udah mateng di goreng -,-

Reaksi : Garing, renyah dan gurih. Berapa lapis? JUTAAN!
(toakai kenapa jadi ngejayus begini)
...........................................

Howdeeeeeeeey?!
Kawkaykawkay, itu banyolan gue dapet dari kakak kelas yang satu organisasi sama gue. Call him ka Hajir. Sebenernya bukan mau ngebahas tentang dia. Tapi masalah yang lagi gue alamin wekeke. Gininih udah 3 hari simcard im3 gue ga ada sinyal. Entah kenapa, padahal gue baru beli itu simcard 8 hari yang lalu! Sering banget gue ganti ganti nomer im3, udah 7 kali mungkin. Kenapa gue nebak 7 kali? Karena gue suka angka 7 (loh? anjir garing abees -_-).

Kenapa sih im3 sentimen kali ya sama eyke. Temen temen gue fine fine aja sama im3 mereka uh T.T .
Nah terus siapa yang salah di kasus ini?
[Penyebabnya gue sendiri?]
Alibi: Gue ga pernah kok mainin simcard (maksutnya sering gue lepas lepas simcardnya dari hp, kecuali itu ga bisa dipake lagi)
[Apa hp gue yang rusak?]
Alibi: Hem, masak sih? Pas gue belom jadi pelanggan im3, gue pake simcard 3 dan Telkomsel, dapet jaringan terus kok.
[Emang dasar im3nya error?]
Dugaan: Loh katanya TOP Brand (itu yang gue baca di bungkus simcard im3) tapi kok suka ga ada sinyal, gue kan enggak tinggal di pedalaman. Gue di Jakarta Selatan woy, Pejaten! Malah deket rumah gue ada BTS nya. Masa ga dapet sinyal grrrr (mulai emosi hhh)

Monolog: Solusinya gimana nih, apa gue pindah ke operator lain aja ya? Tapi im3 murah (tapi layanan nya kaya feses uh). Ada yang jual nomer im3 bagus gaak dan ada warranty lifetime nyaa? Gue mau dong! Kasih tau gue ASAP! Di mohon dengan sangat!

Hopeless, :B

Juvenile Deliquency

Kenakalan remaja, hem satu topik yang terdengar sok tua ya kalo dibandingin gue yang belom ngerasain asam garam idup gitu ya istilahnya. Well, gaada yang ngelarang gue numpahin isi pikiran gue di blog ini kan. Ya walaupun bakal ada yang baca atau enggak.

Okey let's talk about it.
Pertama, tentang pengalaman gue sendiri sebagai remaja.

Gue siswi SMA Negeri di Jakarta, gue baru grade 10. Awal gue ngecap rasanya jadi anak SMA itu ngerasa takut kalo pelajarannya lebih berat dari SMP (dan itu emang terjadi). Hal itu bikin gue kena self-minded. Bulan pertama gue ga ngerti apa-apa hampir tentang semuanya, tentang cari temen baru, gimana gue adaptasi di kelas, kenal sama guru dsb. Apalagi masalah pelajaran, gue termasuk kategori orang sombong, gue suka nyepelein pelajaran di kelas karena dalem hati gue suka nge-banggain apa yang telah gue dapet di masa SMP yang bokap gue nilai itu cemerlang (R) hahaha semisal gue aktif di OSIS, ranking gue bagus-bagus, suka ikut lomba dan dapet piala hehe. Akibatnya pelajaran gue malah berantakan.

Akhirnya gue sadar setelah guru biologi gue pernah bilang pas pelajarannya di kelas gue dia marah-marah ke seorang orang tua murid (bukan ortu gue loh,ini kebetulan) : "Kalau bapak nilai anak bapak pintar, buktikan dong. Jangan dibanding-bandingkan dengan dia semasa SMP, sekarang kan sudah SMA."
Jleb-
Berasa bgt.

Hem jadi apa hubungannya cerita gue sama judulnya? Yep, ngeliat perubahan gue dari masa pas SMP dengan SMA.

Sekarang-sekarang ini gue pengen ngerasa Free, setiap orang berbeda mahamin apa arti Free. Yang gue pengenin itu Free yang gue : "Ah,capek ah kalo pengen jadi semacam bintanglah di kelas, bosen udah pernah. Lagian males cari muka didepan guru, biarin aja mending gue main dulu." (haha kesombongannya keluar lagi)

MAIN DULU. Dua kata itu yang jadi kuncinya, entah darimana gue sekarang jadi suka main-main, cabut pelajaran ke kantin, ga ngumpulin tugas etc dah haha. Tapi itu gue anggap ya biasalah gue kan lagi remaja.
Ternyata apa yang gue pikirin itu ga bener, ga boleh begitu. Ya gimana ya, sampe sekarang pun gue masih berpikiran kaya gitu aji mumpunglah. (haha sily me)

Kata orang perubahan psikis remaja itu banyak. Jiwa yang labil kek apalah. Dulu itu gue anggep cuma teori, ternyata itu emang bener nyata.

Walikelas gue pernah bilang : "Penyimpangan itu banyak terjadi di kalangan remaja,karena mereka menganggap mereka telah dewasa mereka merasa mampu mengurusi diri sendiri tapi sebenarnya tidak sepenuhnya, dan mereka masih butuh bimbingan."

Sejauh itu ternyata permasalahan remaja sodara-sodara, dan itu kalimat gue dapet pas gue dipanggil ke ruang Konseling karena gue sering dateng telat ke sekolah (gue telat karena sengaja loh parah ye) Awalnya ngebahas itu lama-lama ngejurus ke masalah lain deh hahaha. Guru jaman sekarang hobi ngegossip wehehe (maafkan saya pak/bu)

Jadi intinya apa setelah gue curhat panjang lebar.
Ya gue lagi ngalamin Juvenile Deliquency, begitu.

Sekian

Mengundang Tanya

Wah udah 1 bulan hampir 2 bulan gue vakum ngeblog.
Print Screen chat FB di samping bikin gue ketawa dah. Sekaligus membuat otak gue berpikir berrrrrkali-kali tentang apa yang orang bilang pacaran .

Beberapa jam sebelum gue posting ini, gue sempet dengerin lagunya Vierra Band yang ada Kevin Aprilio nya hua. He's makes me remembering someone who i have crush on .
Oh oh oh hahaha.

Kadang gue pikir : "Ah gabutuh butuh amat punya cowo."
Kadang juga begini : "What a fab he was. He's so so dazzling."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Wah gue udah bingung mau ngepost apaan lagi dah, udah buntu .

See Ya!